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[21 Dec 2010|05:48pm]
You never missed a word I tried to fit
Inside a chorus, inside a verse, all my intros and the bridge
That's where I put all the awful things I think I am
And if you still respect me I guess I'll have a second chance

I want my hands in your hair
I want my hands in your hair
Pulling your face closer

I told you last night you gave me butterflies
You surprise me with new cocoons everytime they start to fly
I instantly felt like an idiot
Embarrassed of the person controlling my mouth
My mouth it's always in a melee
Figuring out how as it talks
Your response was comforting
I guess I gave you butterflies too

I want my hands in your hair
I want my hands in your hair
Pulling your face closer
and closer
and closer
and closer
and closer
and closer
and closer


stolen idea from ryanxcharge
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[14 Oct 2010|07:33am]
Dreams about the most important ex in my life just bum me out. Of course I wake up and its raining. Of course I had fallen asleep in my clothes. WTF.
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[30 Aug 2010|11:03pm]
Broke things off with girl, it was the right thing to do. LESS STRESS! Am going to miss this one.
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[10 Aug 2010|09:23pm]
Why is my style on here totally ruined all of a sudden, wtf.
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[10 Jun 2010|07:34am]
My night last night consisted of having to use chocolate soy milk instead of vanilla on my chocolate cereal, riding a sugar high.. then crashing at 8PM. Following, I remembered dreaming about smoking weed and then being totally messed up ala the episode I watched of Peepshow just before.
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[24 Apr 2010|11:27pm]
Some interesting developments are under foot.
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[11 Apr 2010|11:44pm]
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[07 Apr 2010|10:06pm]
1. When you’re fast, you don’t last
2. When you’re slow you won’t blow
3. Don’t get lost in the sauce
-Sho Nuff
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[05 Apr 2010|10:51pm]
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[23 Mar 2010|07:40am]
March 19th was my birthday

[06 Mar 2010|07:47pm]
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[28 Dec 2009|06:00pm]
This, by far, has been one of the roughest years I've had since I've been put on this earth. I ruined a friendship with a good friend at the beginning of this year. I met an amazing person who I was lucky enough to date and fall in love with but I ruined that. I hurt my knee up pretty badly and had surgery a half a year ago. I'm just ready for new beginnings. I don't want to stew in all that has happened. I just want it to be 2010 so fucking badly.
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[22 Dec 2009|10:30pm]
You love a man who treats you wrong
you think you'll change him
but you're wrong
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[21 Dec 2009|12:06am]
You treat somebody wrong and they respond to it, simple enough. Hate it.
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A Perfect Night [29 Nov 2009|03:50am]
I'm really pretty sure a perfect night involves Nicole cuddled in my arms.

Girl is amazing.
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[01 Nov 2009|08:40pm]
When judged by past not present it's all just talking
When judged by past it's forgotten that everyone changes
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[30 Oct 2009|12:44pm]
Tired of being sick for three weeks I went and found out I have a bad sinus infection. Hurrah antibiotics. Eventful week, seeing old friends, living life without feeling bad about it again. Thank god anxiety imploding heart turned into a curious and adventuresome one at the moment. Fingers crossed these feelings of contentment last.
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[28 Oct 2009|06:24pm]
This is stranger than I thought
Six different ways inside my heart
And everyone I'll keep tonight
Six different ways go deep inside
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[26 Oct 2009|09:55pm]
I couldn't wait to breathe your breath.
I cut in line, I bled to death.
I got to you, there was nothing left.

What's the meanest you can be to the one you claim to love
And still smile to your new found friends?

In the same confusing breath,
You pull away and draw me in.
I wanted you. You wanted more.
I built this life and now it's mine.

I got to you, there was nothing left.
I got to you, there was nothing left.
I got to you, there was nothing left.
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[15 Oct 2009|07:15am]
Been sick, sore throat.
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